Bestfriend Forever

Dear BFF,

It's been more than 25 years since we've known each other. From college till now our friendship have blossomed through time.  Never can I remember if we have a fight or not, though what I'm sure about is that we always argue and agree to disagree on certain matters. 

What I like most on our friendship is that we may not see each other often but when we do we just pick up where we left off the last time we were together. We can hang out and be silent yet its the kind of silence that is relaxing and comfortable. We don't need words to express ourselves, just seeing each other is enough to do that. When we talk, we don't sugar coat our words. It's direct and frank yet we don't find it offensive. We listen, give opinion, and plain honest with one another. 

We never pull or put each other down but instead we encourage and push each other up. We don't insist on things but rather let the other decide on what she should do. We don't envy what the other have but glad she had what she had. 

When your mother entrusted you to me I was deeply honored by the trust and confidence she had given me. She told me to always look after you because in their absence I am your family. And true enough we have been sisters and more. We are each other's confidants and critic. We knew each other's secret, joy, tears, and pain. We have been there for each other not only in ups but also in the downs of our lives.

When one of us is hurt and broken we are sharing it together... Cry together... Shout together... Then after awhile, laugh together. 

Truly, we are blessed to have each other in this lifetime. And if we were to be born again, I will still want you to be my bestfriend. You are one of the best and treasured person in my life. 

We still have more years ahead of us, let's make more memories to last us a lifetine.. Praying for your good health and happiness. I love you BFF. 

Heart To Heart

Sweetheart, 

You came into my life when I'm lost, confused, and felt so alone. The attention you've given me helped me forget the real world im living in. My attention and time was diverted to you that whatever distresses me was temporarily pushed aside. I begun to live a world where there's only me and you. When I'm taking into consideration what you will think and say in whatever I do.

From the moment I wake up till the time I fell asleep, you were there with me. Not a single minute did you leave my mind. The simple emoji received from you can brighten out my day. A smile would never leave my lips just the thought of you.

When we have our misunderstanding I can feel my heart breaking. My tears won't stop from falling.  I would lose my appetite and won't eat nor sleep until we sorted out our problems and together again. It' s been hard during that times but as if nothing happened when we patch up. It's been the blissful time in my life the time I spent with you.

I really don't know what happened but somehow we drifted apart. You stop talking and I was made to wonder why. I got sick but you don't seem to care. I was left hanging in the air not knowing if there's still us I can hold on to. Then I learned you and your previous girlfriend got back together. Yes, I was deeply hurt. You won't even formally end it with me, not until more than two months has passed that I gather courage to talk to you. Strange but I wasn't even angry, though I felt sad. Still I feel it in myself that no matter who you love or how many women it will be, it won't make a difference how I feel about you. 

I love you for who you are.... Your childish immature thinking and actions... Your hot headedness... Your jealousy... Your moodiness... Your disposition... Your views in life... Your love for your family... I could go on and on... What I really mean is I love everything about you. The good the bad and everything in between.

But even though our time of being together is done and over with, I have no regrets. You have shown me how I could love without waiting for you love me back. You have shown me how much patience and tolerance I can give in a relationship. I knew I'm loyal to those I love and dear to me but I just realized the extent I can give without asking anything in return. I've promised myself I will love you till the end... Till my last breath.

To me, to love you is to understand you.. To know your needs and wants... To not hold you back but to let you grow.... Thats why I'm willingly setting you free... To find yourself and be who you are and who you want yourself to be. But know that while you're on your journey I am still here cheering and supporting. you.  Your joy will be my joy... Your pain will be my pain... And when you find your happiness I will be happy for you.

I love you... Always!

The Whispering Wind

I'm sad and crying when out of nowhere I felt a gentle breeze, blowing through my hair and touching my skin. I didn't anticipate nor imagine that i am not alone in my loneliness. The soft blows of the wind is with me while my tears were falling, while i was sobbing.  Only when i heard it howling did I understand its engulfing me in it'ls embrace... Comforting me... Assuring me that everything will be okey.

As days past indeed things turn out fine. The worries and troubles lessen. It was then I realized how this wind help me clear my mind and straighten out some things in my life. I hope this wind will again whisper to me when I need it.

My Day

It's my BIRTHDAY!!!

Last night my family celebrated (in advance) my birthday with a dinner and table talks. We were entertained by my three year old niece who kept on talking and eating at the same time. Just a simple family get-together like that was enough to complete my day. Seeing how happy and healthy the members of my family were, I couldn't ask for more gift than that.

Though another year is added into my age, I can say that my life is just beginning. I'm now thirty eight but I feel as though I'm younger than my years. Whoever thought and said that life begins at forty really knows what he/she was saying. There were things I had learned and many more to learn. What better way to end the day than with a prayer... thanking our Creator for the blessings and challenges that came my way.

Am looking forward on my next birthday...

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Anticipating My Day

My birthday is fast approaching.... golly gee... I'll be turning blank blank come next week. Year after year I'm always excited in celebrating "MY DAY." To be honest, there are times that nothing special is happening during my most awaited day, but whatever, I'm still anticipating it.

Since our company has no policy and benefit during the employees birthday, I am declaring (as always) FEBRUARY 9 to be a "NON-WORKING BIRTHDAY HOLIDAY".... with pay of course...hehehe... how do I do that? Well, I'll just file a leave of absence and that's it, I can enjoy my day to my hearts content.

Usually I'll start my day by cooking something for my co-workers. A morning snack shared by 30 or so people at Admin building is enough to bring a smile to the lips of the people whom I've been with from eight o'clock to five Mondays thru Fridays for the past fifteen years. The snack is usually any from these... spaghetti, macaroni soup, pancit palabok, or carbonara. Just seeing their enjoyment in what I made for them is really satisfying.

The day will not pass by without me receiving greetings from family and friends. I like receiving some text messages and quotes from them because I know that they take a break from what they are doing and given me a piece of their valuable time to greet me which clearly send me message that I am thought of on "My Day."

During my birthday, I am reminded that our God is a fair and loving God. He distributes His blessings to His people fair and square. Though I may not be rich of the material things... the people around me is a lot to thank for. My family and friends are my pillar of support and power boosters. Because of them I can hurdle the hardships in life and face the challenges and rough road I'm travelling in life with a smile. Thank you for always being there for me. Forever you are embbeded in my heart.

I planned to have a simple get-together with family and some friends. I'll cook crispy pata kare-kare and the most requested spicy tuna carbonara. I hope they'll enjoy my treat and may eveyone have their fill.

I heard someone say that adding of years means your getting old... for me it is not... age is not a matter of years but rather it is the attitude towards life.

Celebrating Life

It's my paternal grandmother's 80th birthday today. Our family had a simple get together which made my granny happy. A pity that my father and uncle could no longer celebrate her birthday with us... she outlived them both.

I used to fear my Lola, but who wouldn't? All she had to do was raised her voice, thinned her lips, and open her eyes wide. She was the authority of the family. I had never seen my father and his four other siblings raised their voice to her. They respected her too much that she had the final say on everything.

Through the stories we often hear, my Lola was a doting mother. Whenever her children run into trouble, she was there to defend them be it their fault or not. I used to hear my Lola's bothers and sisters say she had spoiled her children too much. But who's to say what is right and wrong in upbringing your children? All I know is that my Lola was and is loved by her children as much as she loves them.

Now that she is not as strong physically and mentally as in her younger years, we are thanking our Creator for the chance He is giving us in spending our time with her. May she live to see her great grandchildren as they embark their journey in life.


Happy 80th Natal Day Lola! We love you. ^_^

True Color

The worst deception:

A guy can make you think he loves you, but he really doesn't. And a girl can make you think she doesn't love you, when she really does..

Why is it that we humans are so hard to understand. Usually, we say things we don't really mean and sometimes we do things opposite of how we feel. If only we can live simply and refrain from complicating things.... if only we can be honest and tell how we truly feel... if only we can be more understanding... if only we are more tolerant of the happenings around us.... if only... there's so many "ifs"....

Born Natural

As before, Maldita made me laugh from the beginning till the end of reading her post entitled Angry Girl.

I requested her to make another one of her grammatically wrong article and she lives up to my expectation... hehehe... it's really funny. I'm finding it hard to contemplate what she's trying to say on each sentence. My mind had to work overtime just to understand her.... aaaggghhhh... Could it be that she's not really trying to make her grammar wrong?... and the truth is that she's not that good in English? ahahaha... I wonder!!!!!!!!

Honestly, my nose bled while reading her article.... hehehe... who wouldn't? why don't you try reading it to know what I'm saying... hahahahaha. I admit I'm not that good in english and I sometimes had mix ups on the use of the present tense and past tense of verbs. But really.... it's hilarious reading something that Maldita made. I'm thinking of making a comment with english similar to what she did... ahmmmm... I'm having a hard time doing it. I can't come close to her "level"... (whatever level that may be....ahahahaha).

She's a born comedian. Her humor is infectious.... hehehe. Is she faking her english or is it for real? Even I cannot tell, it's better for you to be the judge of that.

Have a great time reading her works..... because I sure am... hehehe......

Angry Girl . . .

This post is dedicating to ate myparaluman . Im done this so that i will levelling in his standard when it coming into english . I really admiring him . She is my idols . If your always read his working you will also idol him . She is so good . Thats why im doing this posting so that i will practices my english and ofcourse other reading from other country will understanding it . Im bearing with them . Because its hardness to read if you dont know the language . Lets beginning . . .


Ate paraluman is so closes in my heart . I always telling him i dont knowing what is do if i dont meet him . She keeping on tells me not to be maldita and learning me to be nice . She is beauty insides and outs . But sometimes i cant understandable her trait . She's so generosity at the same times she saying in direct to the point .


One time i story to him about my lovelife . And while im cry she is angry . She saying that im always story it everyday . And he hating it . She saying i always rewinding it . Dont she knowing that im hurtful . Because of the love that is gone for almost 10 month . I keeping on cry and she telling me to accept what happenning .


I dont blaming him because she dont feeling what i felt . How sadness i am and very blues . Infairness to him , she is good in gave advices . I learning that i has to moving on . But its hardful . Really hardful ! ! !


Lets talking how loving ate she is . She is funny to talk , we loving sings . We sings until we wants to sings . And we're like B1 and B2 , because i knowing what in her mind and she knows it too in my mind . Even if we laughing we know what is meaning but the other people in call conference they dont know it . We understandable each other just by simply laugh . Isnt it amazed ? We are jives . As in !


I loving his attitude . Because were the same . She is also maldita likes me . But when she is angry she dont wanting me to talking . And she is silence . She dont talk until she angry . Sometimes im scary to him when she choosing to silence . I dont knowing what is she think . So i will just silence also . After all she dont needing my opinion . Because im not good in given advice . So i will just listening until his angry is gone .


One more things i loving to her is , she is givingful . That's why she is fully blessing . I will trying to be givingful also so that i will be blessing too . What can you think ? Hmmmm . . . Starting tomorrow i will be good . Im promising that ate .


There is alot of thing i loving about him . If i only 1 friend lefts i wanted it will you ate . I want you to be my friends forever . Stay the sames ok . I will stay too . You know im blessing to has a friend likes you . Loveyah ate paraluman . . . I do a poem i hopes you liking it . . .


What can i doing , if your not heres ,
Your an angel , sending to me .
If your lost , im lost too . . .
Your so good to me , and cant asking for more ,
Losing you , is i cant make .
Your a total eclipse that i cant take . Nakz !
Always remembering i wont live your valuable unattended
You can counting me , anytime anywhere anyplace .
Same time , same channel . . .
Friends till the ending . . .

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A Cowboy

As I watched the T.V. program “i-witness” about horses, it helps bring back childhood memories.

My father was known as a certified “cowboy.” He had a horse then which he used for his kalesa and would often visit friends from nearby town with it. Back then, you can count the vehicles that passed by the national road. Motorist were afraid to drive through our town since it was known that salvage victims were being thrown in the area.

Since my father was a native of our place, he was popularly known throughout the province. Even now, I am sometimes surprised wheneven old folks would mention that they still remembered my father with his cowboy hat and kalesa.

My father, who was a desciplinarian, was also a patriot who didn’t left his country for a greener pasture abroad. He had chosen to work as a municipal agricultural technician and helped farmers by organizing various cooperatives. Though his name was not mentioned, he was the very first asian to do an artificial insimination on animals. He did not have a formal study on veterinary medicine but through he became the animal doctor of the town. A pity that most of his pictures were gone now. He was fond of laminating his pictures with his accomplishments adorning our wall.

Anyways, back to my father’s horse. I remembered only 2 names, it’s Menchu and Dotchong. I don’t really know what happened to them and their accessories and the tiborine (smaller than kalesa but I remembered ours was made of stainless steel) after my father died. Some said it was sold, others said it was borrowed from him.

Whatever, remembering it now makes me feel nostalgic. I love sitting beside my father in a tiborine while we were at the road. His one hand held the rein and the other the whip. Missing you a lot Tatay...

Just Kidding

I can’t keep myself from laughing after reading the post made by Maldita entitled “THANKFULNESS ”. Maybe you are wondering how and why in the world she posted something like that... meaning totally grammatically incorrect. Well, I’ll tell you why... It’s just a frank. We want to see how our friends will react and it’s really just for fun. True enough, she got an earful of advice from friends... hahaha... Just as we thought, it is something that will get a violent reaction. Who wouldn’t stay quiet to it when it’s total disaster from top to bottom... But it served it’s purpose... it made us laugh... hahahahaha. It is a perfect example of how not to write your english and what should not be posted in your blogs... except of course if it’s intentional like what Maldita did.

I have to give it to Maldita. She’s taken a challenge and is unafraid to do it even if her reputation is at stake. Let me borrow a quote made by the former beauty queen Ms. Melanie Marquez... “Don’t judge a book by it’s cover because Maldita is not a book.”

Nice one Maldita, keep it up.... ^_-

Thankfulness . . .

Dear ate ,


As i write this i feels i wanted to cry . You know im not good in english but im tried my very best so that you will proud of me . I hope you will appreciated it . It coming from the bottoms of my hearts . . .

Anyway , I writing you this letters to thanks you for your being generosity to me . Im sorry for being bad girl . I dont means it . And im glad you understandable me whenever im in my unwanted self . Im tried to become nicest to every all , but its hardness .

You knowing im such a maldita . And cant changing this attitudes . Just want you to know i always here when you needing me . I just a calling aways . I hopes that one day i can giving in my own way . To revenge to everything you gives to me . I wishes you wont gets tiring . I know this letters is makings you cried . I dont means to feel you emotional . I just wants you to know what insides of me . *sigh* . . .

Anyway i want to tells you im happiness that i meet someone like you . I learning alot to you . You is a heavens sending . I cant asking for more . Your like a sisters in me . You know i wanting to has a ate and you given it to me because were like siblings . I know your not ask something in returning but i hope in my owns little way i can helping you . Just telling me . Whenever you has a problem , i will listens and i dont talk because i know you dont needs my opinion . But atleast i can be your someone to talking to . I cant know what to do if your not there for me . All my problems i sharing it to you , you knows all about my sentiments and why im sadness , cryness , and happines because i tell it all to you . This time i wont be always hurting , i will be hard , and no more cryness . Im will be stronger enough to faces all the obstacles that coming my way . I promise to do what i said to you before we will go shoppings and going to other country when i get richie rich . Know that you will always counting on me . Your ever dearest maldita . I love you ate . Taking cares yourself ok . Coz i caring . . .


Yours truly ,
MALDITA :)

Winning the Game

October 4, 2011, Tuesday, 1:00 p.m. we had our staff day. As always, we recognized those who had been working in the company starting from 10 years, then 15, then 20, then 25, no 30, no 35, but there's one who has been in service for 40 years (don't know if I'll last that long hehehe). It's heart warming to be recognized by your fellow workers.

Really funny what they did with the presentations. After giving the certificates and cash awards, the awardees were asked to sit in front and watched the video presentations made for them. I don't know what it is called but the organizers but the faces of the awardees at the faces of those who were dancing.... there's salsa, tango, sweet, retro, classical music, etc. We were all entertained that afternoon.

Six of us rendered a song number, Chitchiritchit and Ay Ay Ay And Pag-ibig. The staff members from our head office didn't expected us to sing since they were used to us dancing. We let the other staff from our branch participate by dancing a native dance, Caratong. See... we sing, we dance, and we act.... we are Jack of All Traits master of none....hehehehe.

The second part of the activity was the game of price is right. I'm usually not lucky winning in any contest so I was not hoping to join the said game. I guess everybody knows how the game price is right works, but ours had a bit of changes. I presented the initial item to be which was a mirror. Someone from the cafeteria wrote the amount nearest to it's price and won. Next, she chose two from the audience who assisted her in guessing the next item's price, they both received a gift in return. Then at the screen there's numbers one to nine that had bills in which the guessed price should be far from that range. Unfortunately, she didn't guessed correctly or at least near the amount of the wall clock. Who got the wall clock? After drawing a stub from the box... the name of the one who had modelled the clock was drawn.... yeheyyyyyy... Wasn't she lucky?????? hehehe....

Another name was drawn... and who was it? It's me!!!!!!!!! What's the next item?... a pop up mosquito net. My mind was racing.... hey I've seen that item before at SM Department Store, I even looked at it's price but what was it? Think think think.... it's not lower than Php 450 but not higher than Php 500 I'm sure of it.... so I wrote Php 465.... wollllaaaa.... I won I won... hahahaha... the actual retail price was Php 499.75. I'm so happy that I jumped up and down my seat. Next, I chose two partners from the audience who both got a pillow as consolation prizes. We looked at the screen and picked out number nine that had a fifty peso bill... so it means my/our guess should not be over or lower than fifty from the actual retail price. The next item was.... a closet.... tic tac tic tac tic tac.... the time is running, hurry hurry write down the guess price. I nervously wrote down Php 1,350...
And the actual retail price.....tantanantantan..... Php 1,349.75. Haaaaa... I looked from left to right, my back at the audience... did I win it? OF COURSE I DID!!!!!! Yepppeeeyy I won.... AGAIN.... jump here jump there... scream here scream there... ahahahaha... as if I'm a real loca.... I felt ecstatic and elated from winning two prizes in a row. My friends were green with envy but at the same time happy for me... I'm happy shalalala, it's so nice to be happy shalalala.... I wonder what's the next year's game will be... hehehe...

After the game some members of the staff presented a dance number which was loudly applaused by the audience. The closing prayer followed and then snack time. Our activity ended there but everyone was satisfied and happily went home... Well at least me and my friend who won the clock were and so were the other winners.

An exhausting day it is but all the staff were happy being together even just for a day..... we will meet again next year... until then....

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Slumber

It’s 9:15 in the evening. I’m laying in bed and a little cold so I grab the blanket to cover my body... aahhmmmm... feels good, slowly feeling warm. It’s raining... has been since this morning. As I listen to the rain accompanied by wind, can’t help but be thankful that I have roof over my head to keep me dry and bed to keep me warm. According to the weather forecast, a storm signal no. 1 will be landing in our area. I sincerely pray that the storm will not go strong and may it not bring harm as what the others did.

As much as I miss talking to my friends, whom I always talk to every night without fail, I opted not to call them for a call conference. Tonight I would just like to rest and to close my eyes. I know it will be a while before I fall asleep.... No matter how much I wanted to, my mind and body is used to be in limbo past 11:30 pm.

Aaahhmmmm.... I long to have a dreamless and restful night.... the rhythm of the rain and whistling of the wind... a lullaby on this cold night...

SISTERS ACTS

Just got a call from my elder sister. She asked about our mother and youngest sister, how are they doing and where they are now.... that kind of stuff. It's been almost two years since we last seen her. She had taken a time off from work and took her husband (who's from Dipolog) and their two kids on vacation here for a month. We never really got along well with each other since we were young maybe because we didn't grew up together. My parents let our maternal grandmother took care of my elder sister, first because Granny was living alone and second one of our cousin (the same age as her) was in poor health and they thought it would help if there's someone our cousin can relate to and improve her condition which it did. At that time my sister was eight and I was five. We only see each other every summer during the school break and often times there always seems to be cats and dogs inside the house. She'd liked to tell me to do things which I would instantly opposed to do. Well could you blame me? I only see her during summer and she'd order me around... I hate it!!!!

She was the apple of the eye of the family since she's a consistent honor student. My parents and aunts, uncles, and grandparents were all proud of her.... who wouldn't be if every March medals were being brought home by her. One thing I can say about her is that she had ambition and the countless of admirers in school all go unnoticed. Other girls were busy getting the attention of their crushes and having boyfriends, but she was all focused in her studies (she's not the nerdy type mind you... she's full of life and fun to be with). It was not until she was working that she had one.

We also experienced hardship early in life. Most our relatives are well off except us... I think. It was because of this hardship that we had persevered to finish our studies to find a good job and support our needs in the future. While our cousins were enjoying themselves playing, my sisters and I were busy selling perishable goods to the neighborhood. At that time my father was diagnosed with diabetes and to help us get through school we have to work our way through college by being a working student assistants. I remembered that everytime my elder sister would laugh unstoppable days before the examination day the next was you would see her crying because she had no examination permit. Our mother hadn't enough money to pay for her fees so always it had been through guarantors and promisory notes that she get by the entire time she's been in college. Me? Well I've been fortunate that my fees were not as high as my sister was. Since I'm a student assistant, the employees of our school said I was diligent and hardworking and took a liking of me especially the Dean and the Head of the Accounting office... and so, it had been easier for me to ask personally that my permit be released even if I hadn't paid my balance yet.

To help my sister finish her studies, I stopped for a semester. I thought I wouldn't have the chance to get back to school but as fate has it... our Dean (who's a sweet lady from Bacolod) sent message for me to see her so we could talk about my returning to school and so I did. Where was my sister while I'd resumed my schooling? She was busy with her board review. If I was not mistaken, 2-3 days after her oath taking in November 1992, our father passed away during the early dawn and few hours later, our cousin who had grew up with my sister, had joined our father.

That's what college life was for the two of us.... full of worries, sufferings, and challenges. But our experiences early in life molded us into the person we are today.... it made us tough. It is our guide on how we want to live for today. We don't dwell on the past but sometimes we make fun of it by looking back and seeing what we've become.

I can honestly say I'm not rich and sometimes barely get by on our day to day needs but still, I'd love to help whenever and however I can. My sister on the other hand, well, she's living comfortably abroad but she's not the kind who'll lavish her siblings and parent with money and material things. It's fine with us though so long as she continue supporting to our mother with her needs. My younger sister and I are used to her, like when they came home the last time what she had given us were big Toblerones... one for me and one for 'lil sis... but helllooo!!!! She hadn't seen us for about five years and that's her gift to us. I mean, if i'm earning at least one fourth of her salary I'd definitely give something expensive to them. So what's my pet name for her? "TIKOY!"... hahaha. In fairness to her, there were rare times I never expected help from her but she did. She do wants to help us but maybe she's just afraid that if she help us constantly we will be dependent of her. Okey fine... Do it your way sis, we understand! .... charos... still wish she can be generous as what other elder sister is... hehehehe... well I'm a hypocrite if I say I don't like her to be that! hahahaha.

So still from young till now we live our own lives and do our own thing. We still fight though no longer physically but verbal. But the fact still remains that same blood is running in our veins. No matter how different we maybe, we still love each other though we are showing it in different ways. We are sisters and nothing can change that period!